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Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog142  There is this longing in each of us to love and to be loved by others. While it is true; it`s very important for us to differentiate between infatuation, lust, love at first sight and true love. Love is the greatest gift of all from God, therefore we ought to be mature, responsible and wise to handle this simple but powerful four letters word 'LOVE'. Sad to say, we often see so many innocent young chaps in our society fall into the trap of false love. Some of them enter a relationship because or peer pressure, resulted form a sense of insecurity. Are you one of them? Those who are wise will ask God for guidance, a clear conscience to know what is right or wrong, spirit of self control and the wisdom to guard or will, emotions, affections and feelings. Love At First Sight You may be attracted or turned on by someone at first sight. Your heart may skip a beat or two, but that`s not real love. It is attraction, not real love. A lot of the wrong idea we have about love came from the songwriters or movies. Real love involves knowing a person and respecting that person. That takes time. You cannot possibly know a person at first sight.Infatuation Infatuation is a feeling, real love involves a commitment. Infatuation is just love of emotion, real love is love of devotion. Infatuation starts fast, but real love usually starts slow. Infatuation is blind, you cannot see the other person`s faults because you are blindly in love. Infatuation is basically selfish where real love is basically selfless. Infatuation is more interested in satisfying yourself and the 'feelings' that it is in the other person. Real love is primarily interested in the other person, it seeks to give instead of get. Love unselfishly seeks the highest good for the other person. On top of that, infatuation is weaken by time and separation, where real love is strengthen by time and separation.Lust Lust is strong sexual desire. The emphasis is on getting. Lust wants to get what gives it pleasure and satisfaction. Love is unselfish, the emphasis is on giving. Loving someone is an inner heart attitude which causes you want what is best for the other person, not just what gives you satisfaction. Love is willing to wait, but lust demands immediate satisfaction. It is mostly physical.True Love Love is patient-Love, however, is willing to give a relationship time to grow at a natural pace. Love is kind-It respect the feelings and emotions of others.Love is not jealous-Love wants the best for others, but jealousy is possessive. Love is not brag-Love is not a windbag and is not anxious to impress. Love is not arrogant-Love, instead is humble and has a servant attitude. Love is always covers-Love does not keep the record or wrongs. Love is there even when it knows the other is not perfect. Love always perseveres-Real love will last though all sorts of trials, tribulations and stresses. Love is not provoked-This means that love has a long fuse. Love does not seek its own-Love is other-centered rather that self centered. Love does not act unbecomingly-This means that love should have good manners-does not behave disgracefully, dishonorably or indecently. It does not embarrass others by its actions. Love is forgiving-Love forgets past failures and sins.
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@ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog141 I slept with emo songs. While tearing, I thought maybe it was best the way it was. You without my existance. Waking up feeling very weird without your message to start my day . It isn`t a crime to want, A little space to breathe, But you will be fine, The sun again will shine on you, Whatever you do. Take your sweet, sweet time, I will be here when you change your mind , Take your sweet, sweet time, I will be here for you baby, Anytime. I`m feeling you pull away, `cause letting go isn`t easy for me, But you`ll never fly, With someone elses wings, I know, Wherever you go. I will never stand in your way, Wherever your heart may lead you, I will love you the same, And I will be your comfort every day, Do you hear the words I say? ♥ |
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Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog140 I`m back people! Ohh, from Langkawi. :D  I was so bored when i reach there. So, camwhored. But wasn`t really in the mood. I look moody and didn`t really sleep well for the first night. I burnt my lips while having dinner. Wasn`t paying attention on the hot food. I was thinking too much. I was thinking maybe it`s better I didn`t exist. I was emo. Anyway. This is my welcome drink.    Went to the beach after mom and brother went for buffet breakfast without me. I was left in the hotel room. ALONE, mind you.      Went back to pick up brother in the hotel.  You know we have 7-11 in Kuala Lumpur. They have Seven2Seven too.  The last night I was so bored. I called the next room. Me, Next room Hello. Hi. I called just to say good night. Good night. *puts down phone*roll on floor laughing*  I had conversational conversation with people I didn`t know. I went on boat ride for free in the morning. 2 Aussie guys winked at me. 1 African came and said hi. I didn`t really enjoy untill someone texted me. I miss someone a lot. More pictures in camera. Will upload soon. I guess I`m a mess in your life? I should stop messing around. Maybe it`s time to let go. These butterflies in my stomach doesn`t make me feel alright. Even though everything feels so right with you. ♥ |
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Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog139 FOUR; Once upon a time there was a man with a 25 inch penis.Any guy would be excited to have such a big penis, but this man was not. So one day his friend told him about a witch who could help him. So the friend gave the man the witch`s address. The next day he visited the witch. After telling the witch his problems she asked to she his penis. After showing her, she thought for awhile and finally came up with an answer. "Go into the woods and find a frog. Ask the frog to marry you and each time it says no, your gigantic jewels will shrink 5 inches." The man quickly ran to the woods. After searching for an hour he finally found a frog. He ran up to it and asked it to marry him. "NO Thank You" the frog said. The man looked down and watched his penis go from 25 inches to 20. The man asked the frog two more times, and again, it replied no. Once he was at 15 inches he thought 10 inches would be perfect, so he went up to the frog and asked it to marry him. The frog replied. "How many times do I have to tell you.... NO, NO, NO" The man looked down at his jewels and watched it go from 15 to 10, and from 10 to 5, and finally from 5 to not even a centimeter. My eyes was killing me when I was working yesterday. All due to lack of sleep. Waiting for someone to go to bed with me. Not someone fault, I just wanted to wait up for someone. I slept for 4 hours only. I couldn`t stand after wearing contacts for 6 hours. And I didn`t bring my contacts stuff and my spectacle. So, I did this to my contacts.   I was half blind after that. But I still have to work for another 4 hours. My eyes was red and sore today. Super sepet. But I guess it`s better now. I want to quit work lah. CherylChok should know why. I`m such a victim. I don`t like it. :( Screw that fellow lah. I`m going to wait up for someone to finish work today. I didn`t know your someone was me all along. (: I want to just lie down on you, listen to your heartbeat and fall asleep . :) Ohh, I realize I look at girls more than guys. I`m a straight for everyone`s information. 100% confirm. And when a guy caught my eyes; that dude must be one lucky guy. :D Sorry, I`m not vain. I`m just confident. But no, I lose my confident very easily. When can I watch New Moon lah! I`m dying to watch. Boo! D: I`m going on hiatus for 3 days? Will be back. Don`t miss me too much. (:
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Friday, November 27, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog138 THREE; Dear mum,I am writing you this note to say that I haven't been honest to you lately. I have a boyfriend, his name is Dragon and he lives in a trailer in the woods he wears biker clothes and deals Ecstasy. I am moving in with him and I am four months pregnant. His friends will come over all the time so I can get a little frisky with them. We will make a living out of growing drugs and selling them to Dragons friends as are both already drug addicts, we will live a life of drugs beer and all the sex. Wish us luck Katie P.S. I am at the neighbors house, all of the above was a lie I just wanted to let you know there are worse things in life than my report card which is in the top drawer.  Working is NOT as fun as you think it is. My colleagues are fun. What I mean is that it`s so tiring lah. And it`s only the first day. I`m gonna dieee. :( I would prefer being a student. And the whole world knows where I work now. I don`t like it. :( I reached home at 9pm. Someone called me. So nice of someone right? :D && someone even sang to me. But someone didn`t know I recorded. :P Anyway, someone promised to sing to me again. xD Aww, so sweet of someone. (: We talked for 38 minutes and 10 seconds to be exact. I would probably tell the whole world I`m in love with you except you . Because you`re not part of my world. You are part of my heart . <3 Maybe that is why I`m not telling you a lot of things? ♥ |
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Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog137 TWO; A woman and man get into a car accident. Both of their cars are totally demolished, but amazingly neither of them is hurt.After they crawl out of the wreckage, the woman says, "Wow, look at our cars - there`s nothing left! Thank God we are all right. This must be a sign from Him that we should be friends and not try to pin the blame on each other." The man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely." The woman points to a bottle on the ground and says, "And here`s another miracle. Somehow this bottle of Scotch from my back seat didn`t break. Surely God wants us to drink this Scotch and celebrate our good fortune." Then she hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opens it, and chugs about a third of the bottle to calm his nerves. He then hands it back to the woman. The woman takes the bottle, immediately puts the cap back on, and hands it back to the man. The man asks, "Aren`t you having any?" The woman replies, "No. I think I`ll just wait for the police..."  Say hi to domo. *waves* And so, I`m starting work today. New Moon is out today. That means I can`t get to watch sooner or later. D: I need a hug so badly. Wouldn`t it be so sweet for someone to hug you from the back without you knowing? I always thought of that. But ohh wells. Bet that wouldn`t happen on me. I`m only human. I`m totally controlled by my hormones. My heart took control of me. But I want to listen to my head instead. But it just wouldn`t.  Stop *insertword* flirting lah, for hell sake. ♥ |
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ ♥Angel Carmen.
Weblog136 ONE; A store that sells husbands has just opened where a woman may go to choose a husband from among many men. The store is composed of 6 floors, and the men increase in positive attributes as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch. As you open the door to any floor you may choose a man from that floor, but if you go up a floor, you cannot go back down except to exit the building. So a woman goes to the shopping center to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The woman reads the sign and says to herself, "Well, that's better than my last boyfriend, but I wonder what's further up?" So up she goes. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The woman remarks to herself, "That's great, but I wonder what's further up?" And up she goes again. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids and are extremely good looking. "Hmmm, better" she says. "But I wonder what's upstairs?" The fourth floor sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking and help with the housework. "Wow!" exclaims the woman, "very tempting. BUT, there must be more further up!" And again she heads up another flight. The fifth floor sign reads: Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking, help with the housework and have a strong romantic streak. "Oh, mercy me! But just think... what must be awaiting me further on?" So up to the sixth floor she goes. The sixth floor sign reads: Floor 6 - You are visitor 6,875,953,012 to this floor. There are no men on this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please.  CherylChokHueyWen. Happy Sweet Sixteen! You`re finally officially 16 already. May God`s blessings be upon you. You`ve been a very good friend. Always there when I need you. Helping me through. Hope you`ll continue to grow in The Lord. And that you guys will be together again. He is one good guy, no doubt. :D But I`m happy for you. (: I swear, I`m not going to swear anymore. I think I`ll let go too. Yes Emily && Cheryl? :D ♥ |
